Moot

My Consti moot is over today and I feel so relief..it's my first time going for a moot and I guess I feel nervous... However I don't really feel nervous when I present my points ..but the lecturer said I did show my nervousness when i talk but good thing I managed to control it. Whatever la....It's over and I want to concentrate on other subjects now.... You know , the consti is really killing me because the case given to us actually side the respondent more and I really don't know how to argue on behalf of the appellant. I did ask another lecturer for opinion and he told me how to argue on my points but today, the consti lecturer said I shouldn't have argued on that. What am I suppose to do?

The thing I regretted the most is the part where I actually helped my junior counsel to prepare his arguments because he is so LAZYYYYYYY........and the consti lecturer actually said he performed better than me!!!!!! OMG!!!! He actually stole my idea!!!!!! I really feel so down and I shared this with my mentor. She told me that this is a lesson to learn..I should not have help that guy...All my group members actually scolded that guy for not appreciating me. I am speechless...... I really don't know how to respond..but as a group leader, my mentor said I should write the truth in the report because my junior counsel is always late for meeting around an hour or an hour plus. I really dislike him ...and I am so glad that my mentor said she won't be putting me together with him in the same group anymore in the future ;) Sometimes I just can't understand him..can't he just go and buy a comb? Maybe I should have ask FUU students to donate money and buy a comb for him. FOREVER LOOKING SO UNTIDY.... and yet lecturer praise him after the moot.... leaving the rest of us SPEECHLESS... Maybe this thing can only happen in law faculty I guess. He thinks that my handphone credit won't run out of money one..I have to call him a few times before he actually pick up the call and answer it. HUH!!!!! IRRESPONSIBLE GUY!!! I will definitely not help him for contract moot. Consti moot really teach me a lesson to learn...

Besides that, I just don't understand why a person can't sue a Sultan...huh..the Consti lecturer actually did say that we should not speak the truth but speak our own truth...We should convince the judge to believe in our "truth". Before I proceed, I must say that life as a law student is really WONDERFUL...Only law students can do all these... Injustice can be rationalize... Fake statement can turn into truth.. Truth can turn into something else..DEFINITION OF TRUTH PLEASE....WHAT IS TRUTH? TRUTH IS SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN CONVINCE THE JUDGE OF.. Who decides whether there will be justice or not? Judges... Who is judges??? Mere man...I really feel so stupid after I go out from the room because all these while we have been thinking so straight. So what if the Sultan hit my client? Can he be sue in his personal capacity? How can you prove that he was actually acting in his own personal capacity?

I just don't know how to argue ... Feeling so blur with this PBL still... Moreso, I learn today that the most important skill of a lawyer is to speak your "truth",not the "truth". Indeed, these two words has different meanings! I guess only first year students are being so innocent- so called try to fight for justice but the truth is there is no justice in this world...YIPPIE...CONGRATS TO ME!! JUSTICE??? PEOPLE ARE LAUGHING AT ME..... EVEN I MYSELF AM LAUGHING AT MYSELF...

Conclusion, FUU students and lecturers really do wonders .....until makes me wonder at times....