Friday, October 9, 2009

Inspiring life at faculty of law..

In a split second, final exam for this semester is just around the corner, it denotes that i have been at faculty of law for about 8-9 weeks,the time passing without any hesitation,it is cruel,it passed without repose any symphty to anyone. It's cruelty has inspired me for the first time the meaning of the idiom which sounds"time and tide wait for no men", for first time,i sense the underlying feeling of repentance of this idiom.

Glance back the weeks studied at law faculty, i have been leading a quite struggle life, i have to cover so many chapters that i have missed out before admitting to law faculty.It is still fresh and vivid that i have to cope with the mid-sem test within the time less than 2 weeks after my lecturers told me with a cold tone"you have to cover what you have missed out".Oohhhh...it was a torture to me...What can i expect for my mid-sem test result..?It is so gloomy everytime thinks about that..Frank to tell,i really dislike such feeling..it frustrates me,collapses my confidence,as i never have such frustrated feeling before this...i disgust there is no momemtum in my life,i want my life keep pacing everydays..

Yet,it is still flashing in my mind ,even untill now, the flout expressions that showed by some of my 'so called' coursemates at the outset i being at law faculty,i still remember that there was a ego fellow approached me and asked me a vulgar question"why you change to fuu,is it yours results not qualify to pursue law" when i was third day being at law faculty, my mind went blank,i was so shocked with the stupid question that came out from a neat apperance dude.I'm wondering from which aspect that makes them reckon that they are eligible to show me those ego expressions..I never said i am good, i managed to transfer faculty not because i'm not qualify ,it is because i never apply for law course at all during UPU application. Sorry at being boost to say, with my results i'm sure i'm able to admit UKM law faculty if i put it in my choice and that is why i'm able to transfer in the early of semester.But i have to admit that i'm onli a machine that trained to sit for examinations,i do not know any soft skills,which makes me feel i'm really like a machine..what a blue...however,by pursuing the law course,i find out i have learnt something priceless which is the technique to conduct a good presentation.i appreciate it..On the other hands,i'm still feel gloom with their incourtesy.. They think they are noble,situating higher class in comparison with others just because they pursue law course.That is why there is so many lecturers complained the attitude that harboured by them.What a lame..egoist..

I have to admit their attitude in dealing with me was a blow to me ,just at the outset.However, after a sensible consideration, i promise to myself i will show my actual value to them and tell the idiots,they are engrossing in their own world,please stop underrating others in order to striking themselves.

By the way,i gained priceless experience, i learnt how to get along with fellow that having ugly personality, and the conclusion i obtain is that it is better always practice 'speech is silver,silence is golden' as the belief in the life,because there will be so many version of interpretation on yours remark pop out .Besides, from the learning process, i learnt how to promote myself, how to carry out presentation without fear, and i think i have overcame phobia of stage,maybe it still cannt say that it has been overcame and maybe it is more suitable to say that it has been assuaged.

In conclude, the life at faculty of law inspiring me the significance of courtesy in dealing with others,the importance to control temper,as it was my drawaback that i used to throw my tantrum to my close friends,and also my family.I'm really sorry that i have hurt them inadvertently especially my lovely mum.My mum's supports is always my motive to pace forward.

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