first sem is going to end

Yahoo! I feel relief after the PBL. No matter what is the result, just let it be. I put effort and spent time on it. So, if the result is good just be happy on it and if the result is not what i desired, just let it be. Oh no!! In a blink of eyes, the first semester is going to end soon which means we have to take final exam in no time. Frankly, i do not have any courage to enter the exam hall as im not well prepared with the knowledge that i should have. I must tell that not because im lazy to study but i do not know how to apply the principle and cases into a problematic questions. Law is flexible. It is not like mathematics: 1+1=2. The lecturer always say that law does not has right or wrong answer. The answer always depend on how you argue it. Does it mean I can say anything I think is reasonable with supporting stands? Then everyone should get an A!! I am so stress now and I told myself to take it easy as this is the first semester of the first year and nothing to worry. And most of the senior said: "don't worry, you won't fail and you will be alright." I think I need to go to the Psychiatric soon because I get nightmare everyday and sometimes even woke up in the middle of the night. Actually changing to another faculty came across my mind since I discover the difficulties of understanding law. I always ask myself whether I have chosen the correct path. Each time thinking of the same question, I come out with different answers. Sometimes, I'll think of changing to another faculty, sometimes I'll think of quitting study and start working and sometimes I will even think of jumping off from the building im living in. But most of the time, I come with the conclusion that since I have decided to grab this precious opportunity, I should treasure it and should never regret about it. To sum up the few months that i pass, i can say i learn a lot and most of it is the communication skills and time management which we can never learn it from the text book. I miss the time that i used to have when i was in form 6 where we study in a small classroom with maximum 35 person. In the University, we need a very long time to build a relationship with the course mate as there is too many people in a class. Over all, i feel not happy in the university. hope everything will change next semester.