Precisely at 2.30 p.m. yesterday, I ended my Problem Based Learning (PBL). What a liberation. I bid my final goodbye to my assignments and presentations in this semester, for time being.
It is quite a hard time before to prepare for the assignments and presentations. But all the things will come to the ending part.
I done and completed it and learn much of knowledges in this learning process.
I just want to shout I am 'Free At Last' ^_^
What is Problem Based Learning (PBL)???
It was hard for me to adjust myself with this...
It was new to me in the beginning...
It was a challenge for me...
I guess I somewhat pull through this challenge...
So what I gained through these learning process???
Sometimes I wonder, am I too desperate for a job until I let go my passion and my dream and simply???
Maybe you will spend all your time waiting for that second chance. But that second chance will never come to you. It never even wants to shufti at you. It just shuns you away and bids you forever goodbye because you’re not worthy to have it.
There’s always one reason to feel not good enough. Sometimes you thought that you have given the best in the world but the best is not even to be on par with good. I don’t know what I should do. Maybe I’m too blind to see what’s beautiful in this pitiless world until I give all the ugliness to people.
It’s hard at the end of the day. With no people aware of your existence. With no people give you the due recognition. With no people to receive you home. With no people know you have fallen. With no people know that you need a dying help.
Maybe some distraction will be good. Maybe some drugs or even sensational pains will give me beautiful release from this glorious troubles and everlasting insurmountable problems. Maybe all my memories and all my thoughts will seep from my veins and streaming out from my nostril. All the drain memories and troubles will make me empty and weightless and maybe - I’ll find some peace by then-free at last.
This straight line is consuming me totally. I’m so tired of this straight line that leads to nowhere. Everywhere I turn, there’s vulture and thief behind me. They won’t let me go through a day with a smile of contentment. They are bad to hurt me.
The storm will keep on twisting-blowing everything that I have in my life. The only calm that I have is the eye of the storm which signifies a moment of calm with more collateral damage coming.
Whenever they may be, whatever form they can be, I hope I just put my head and rest. Rest in the arms of an angel and fly away from here from this dark cold world and the endlessness that I fear. When they come, I don’t know where I will be. Maybe sleeping heavenly or maybe they will pull me from the wreckage. Then, I bid forever goodbye of my silent reverie. Silent reverie that will not ever come true. You’re in the arms of the angel, may you find some comfort here.
Note : I’m not talking about my love life.
I am just using different ways to discribe and reflect what I am trying to tell you all... ^_^
Teenage dreams in teenage circus...
Running around like a clown on purpose...
No giving up when you are young and you want some...
Running around again Runnn...
Thanks Puan Sitha and all friends in this semester...
4th Entry by The Only One - Johnson - ^_^
Precisely at 2.30 p.m. yesterday, I ended my Problem Based Learning (PBL). What a liberation. I bid my final goodbye to my assignments and presentations in this semester, for time being.
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