SCAM!!!!

DAEREST ONE
firstly I thank you for your reaction to mine email; Enline with the message, which I have sent to you.How was your night over there in your country,i believe you had a nice night and that the arthmosphere over there in your country is very nice today? Mine is a little bit warm over here in Dakar Senegal.My name is Roselin Desmond i am (24) but age doesn't matter in a real relationship, so i am confortable with your age,I am from Rwanda in East Africa ,5.4ft tall, light in complexion single,(never married ) and presently i am residing here in Dakar as a result of the civil war that was fought  in my country some years ago.

My late father Dr Philip Desmond; was a politician and the managing director of a Gold & Mine Ind in Kigali (the capital of Rwanda) before the rebels attacked our house one early morning and killed my mother and my father in cold blood.It was only me that is alive now and I managed to make my way to a near by country Senegal where i am leaving now as a refugee under a Reverend-Pastor's care and i am using his computer to send these message to you.I would like to know more about you. Your likes and dislikes,PLAESE Do to not be offended for  this message that come;s from me please, fair which to me obliged to put simple trust on you due to my situation here as the refugee and I shall demand most your conscientiousness after yours to know about me, I shall really grow fond we to have good inspite attitudes therefore I have this as a trust which i belive that you can not betray it at the  end. I have communicated you because of  my difficaute situation here in this refugees camp;Its just like one staying in the prison and i hope by Gods grace i will come out here soon.
 
i don't have any relatives now whom i can go to all my relatives ran away in the middle of the war the only person i have now is  Rev- partric Devine,who is the pastor of the (CHRIST DE SAVIORMISSION) here in the camp he has been very nice to me since i came here but i am not living with him rather i am leaving in the women's hostel because the camp have two hostels one for men the other for women.
 
The Pastors Tel number is (+221 76 7414 046) if you call  and tell him that you want to speak with me he will send for me in the hostel.As a refugee here i don't have any right or privilledge to any thing be it money or whatever because it is against the law of this country.My love I want to go back to my studies because i only attended my first year before the traggic incident that lead to my being in this situation now took place.
 
Please listen to this(please it's a secret,even no one knows about it ecept the Reverend that knows about it),i have my late father's statement of account and death certificate here with me which i will send to you latter,because when he was alive he deposited some amount of money in a leading Foreign bank which he used my name as the next of kin,the amount in question is $6.7(Six Million Seven Hundred Thousand USDollars).So i will like you to help me transfer this money to your account and from it you can send some money for me to get my travelling documents and air ticket to come over to meet with you.I kept this secret to people in the camp here the only person that knows about it is the Reverend because he is like a father to me.So in the light of above i will like you to keep it to  yourself and don't tell it to anyone for i am afraid of loosing my life and the money if people gets to know about it.
 
Remember i am giving you all this information due to the trust i deposed on you.I like honest and understanding people,truthful and a man of vision,hardworking and GOD fearing people.My favourite language is english but our language is french but i speak english very fluently.Meanwhile i will like you to call me like i said i have alot to tell you Attached here is my picture.I will send you more in my next mail.Have a nice day and think about me.Awaiting to hear from you soonest.
Yours in love,
Miss Roselin

first sem is going to end

Yahoo! I feel relief after the PBL. No matter what is the result, just let it be. I put effort and spent time on it. So, if the result is good just be happy on it and if the result is not what i desired, just let it be. Oh no!! In a blink of eyes, the first semester is going to end soon which means we have to take final exam in no time. Frankly, i do not have any courage to enter the exam hall as im not well prepared with the knowledge that i should have. I must tell that not because im lazy to study but i do not know how to apply the principle and cases into a problematic questions. Law is flexible. It is not like mathematics: 1+1=2. The lecturer always say that law does not has right or wrong answer. The answer always depend on how you argue it. Does it mean I can say anything I think is reasonable with supporting stands? Then everyone should get an A!! I am so stress now and I told myself to take it easy as this is the first semester of the first year and nothing to worry. And most of the senior said: "don't worry, you won't fail and you will be alright." I think I need to go to the Psychiatric soon because I get nightmare everyday and sometimes even woke up in the middle of the night. Actually changing to another faculty came across my mind since I discover the difficulties of understanding law. I always ask myself whether I have chosen the correct path. Each time thinking of the same question, I come out with different answers. Sometimes, I'll think of changing to another faculty, sometimes I'll think of quitting study and start working and sometimes I will even think of jumping off from the building im living in. But most of the time, I come with the conclusion that since I have decided to grab this precious opportunity, I should treasure it and should never regret about it. To sum up the few months that i pass, i can say i learn a lot and most of it is the communication skills and time management which we can never learn it from the text book. I miss the time that i used to have when i was in form 6 where we study in a small classroom with maximum 35 person. In the University, we need a very long time to build a relationship with the course mate as there is too many people in a class. Over all, i feel not happy in the university. hope everything will change next semester.

Happy?

I’m trying so hard to see the lighter side of things; to compare with other people’s problem and be able to say, “my problems aren’t as bad as theirs, so I shouldn’t be so dramatic or depressed with things“. Sometimes, it’s easier to do that than telling myself how worthless I am at solving my own problems.

This idea or belief that I had instilled in myself made me realize that my problems aren’t as bad.

Today was one of those potential depressing days. It was about to be depressing but then people start coming up to me and tell me about their problems. I had three people coming up to me in the span of 3 hours. I felt as if that was the BIG GUY telling me that my problems aren’t as bad.

And I talked to both my friends about my problems and both of them have different ways of solving it. One said that I have no hope in getting a positive feedback from all of this because he kinda figure out that if he was in the guy’s shoes, then he wouldn’t wanna talk to me anymore. Heh. Thanks for the support.

And my other friend told me how I shouldn’t get too emotionally attached to this problem. That I should just laugh it out and stay true to my own opinion and not let him pollute my brain with stupid statements. I love how I can talk to her and she’d give me some easy way to look at things and let me realize that whatever I’m facing is not complicated.

The thing is, I feel pathetic. I can almost imagine what other people would say. “Oh, I have this friend. She talked to this guy online and is attached to him. She listens to whatever he says and she just takes whatever crap he’s giving her.  She doesn’t realize that he’s testing her and even if she does, she just has it. She doesn’t have the balls to fight for herself, or stand up for herself. And now that he doesn’t talk to her anymore, she becomes really depressed. I mean, seriously! The guy’s a jerk! Move on already!” And I am that friend.

I wish things would be easier. I wish I can MOVE ON. I wish I can do that. Thing is, I can, but whenever I’m all fired up, he’ll come to me again and I’ll be this marshmallow; I look hard physically, but once consumed, I’ll melt on your tongue, that sort of thing. That’s what makes me pathetic. At least, that’s what I feel. I have to be constantly being reminded of how strong I am and that I CAN go through this.

What is it with me? Why can’t I be the strong person that I am?

I find it ironic because people around me perceived me as this strong, carefree and free-spirited person. Guys are intimidated by me and my confidence and girls look up to me for it. And yet, here I am, defeated and weak. Why is that?

I sometimes wonder if I am in fact strong or was it just my brain telling me that I’m strong when I’m actually not. It’s amazing how one guy can make you feel this way. That’s why it makes me feel pathetic. Because when I meet girls like that or hear stories about how girls have guys controlling them, I see them as being pathetic. So, I guess, that’s where I fit in.

But then again, I do think of the fact how I have my friends around me telling me how amazing I am and how they enjoy having me around. That made me feel good. Here are my friends, dying to meet me and keep planning to go out with me and yet, I’m thinking of how this guy thinks of me. I keep telling myself that he doesn’t know me well enough to have him let me think that I’m a certain kind of way when I’m not.

The thought of my friends wanting to be with me and loving me for who I am makes me feel like I’m somebody again. It makes me feel good of myself for some reason. Makes me feel that I’m more worth keeping. So if he doesn’t feel that way and decided to test me on my sincerity of wanting him as a friend, then I mean, be it. Test me all you want because I know me and I know how I want him to be. The fact that I keep telling him the same thing over and over again and still, he is not happy with it just proves how much time I’ve wasted on him.

I’m done writing.

4th Entry: Lousy Study Tips

I am so funny. I never quite know what to study for, so I gauge my preparedness on the amount of time that other people study.I told my friend yesterday, not quite freaking out but not exactly calm, saying that I felt ready for my exam but was worried because I saw other people still studying. He told me not to worry about what other people do, and that if I feels like I did enough, then I am good to go.



The larger point to be taken from this is that worrying about what other people do is a bad idea come exam time. Look at it this way: Just because someone loses 10 pounds eating only cabbage soup doesn't mean that that is the only diet that works. If you made it to law school, you must have some sort of intelligence at some level. Use it. If you feel prepared, then you are. If you feel unprepared, keep studying. But make sure you really feel unprepared, not just unprepared in relation to your classmates. Trust your gut.



So without further ado, here are Barely Legal's real studying tips:



1) Study alone.

2) If your outline sucks, get someone who has a better one to give your theirs.

3) You are better off knowing the basic concepts really well than trying to memorize every bit of minutiae. That can only serve to confuse you.

4) Do old exam problems.

5) Commercial outlines are your friend.

6) Do not, under any circumstances, stay up all night studying when your exam is in the morning. You are better off getting the sleep than going over it one more time.

7) If you are too hopped up on adderall to sleep, balance it out with Tylenol PM.

8) Change your clothes regularly, especially underwear.



If you follow these studying tips, we guarantee that you will do extremely well on the exam. (Note: Not a guarantee) Haahaha....



But if your exams don't work out the way you wanted them to, I'll give you the reassuring advice that Brett From Blafayette's mother gave him right before he had a big job interview: "Just remember, not everyone can be the Chief. Someone has to be the Indian."

Entry #4

Probably in the mid of week 5 of this semester, we were thought of how to use mind map or we are actually being forced into using mind map. Well it is said that mind mapping could help in studying. So, our lecturer was trying to make us do with this method and see if it helps us in anyway. I was really skeptical in doing mind map because it didn’t help me at all during PMR as well as SPM. I totally ignored it.

However, now since I was forced into doing mind mapping for contract law, I got to say that its helping me out. Since it’s the study week right now and I’m trying every single way to study and I found out that this mind mapping way is the way to go. This is because there are TONS of cases that we need to remember for every single issue and subtopics, so with the mind map, I could actually remember not all but most of what I wrote down in the mind map.

So, I can say that in life, we should not be skeptical. Things might not work in the past but probably it would work perfectly in the future. Whatever it is, we must not take things just as it is, things might work out if we choose for it to work out. I just want to say that we must have an open mind to accept things that we might not have accepted in the past because the things we don’t like in the past might turn out to be the thing we favour now.

That’s all from me.

Diyana

PBL THAT DRIVE ME CRAZY (4TH ENTRY)

First and foremost, I would like to apologize for posting my entry after the dateline. I want to post it yesterday but the internet was jammed.

Since everyone talked about Problem Based Learning(PBL) as their reflection, I think I want to share a litle bit about my own group. My group was the second group to present our mooting both in Contract Law and Constitutional Law. But I would like to talk about my mooting in Constitutional Law first.

We were given the question about two months before our mooting. Once we took a look at the question, we were like Oh My God! Our question is too short compare to other group, how come we wanted to argue with this such short facts of the case. We tried to ask our lecturer, Dr. Norlia at first, who knows maybe she had given a wrong question. We were eagerly hope that she will change our question to a longer one and of course with a lot of facts of the case. But unfortunately, she told us that the question was the correct one. All of us were like aarrrghhh!

Despite all that, we tried to not become so panic and proceed with our discussion. Luckily we found a case that has similar facts with our PBL question. As the senior counsel for the respondent, I just used the argument in that case fully and thank God our group managed to perform well in the mooting and even the lecturer gave the special praise to me. Thank you Madam.

Enough with Constitutional Law, now I would like to share about our mooting for Contract Law. Actually we got the question earlier than the Constitutional Law but I do not really know why our group was so blank with the case, but good thing is the question is quite long with the facts of the case. The question was so tricky to us but we tried our best to do well.

Discussion by discussion that we had been through, now it is the time for us to show what we got to our beloved lecturer, Professor Sakina and Dr. Suzanna. As the senior judge, I tried to give my judgement confidently which was that I have prepared a night before. I think the lecturers are quite sastifiy with my individual performance based on their expression.

Once the lecturers let us go, I felt like the 100 tons burden on my back was carried away, what a relief. From all the PBL that I have been through, I can say that it really helped me to understand better in those subjects. Personally I think this PBL had taught me how to cooperate with other members and I hope I have another chance to get involve in this PBL for the next semester.

Thank You Madam Sitha for teaching us this semester, we love you............

The Last Battle - Free At Last 'Unforgettable Study Experiences' ^_^

Precisely at 2.30 p.m. yesterday, I ended my Problem Based Learning (PBL). What a liberation. I bid my final goodbye to my assignments and presentations in this semester, for time being.

It is quite a hard time before to prepare for the assignments and presentations. But all the things will come to the ending part.
I done and completed it and learn much of knowledges in this learning process.

I just want to shout I am 'Free At Last' ^_^

What is Problem Based Learning (PBL)???
It was hard for me to adjust myself with this...
It was new to me in the beginning...
It was a challenge for me...
I guess I somewhat pull through this challenge...
So what I gained through these learning process??? 

Sometimes I wonder, am I too desperate for a job until I let go my passion and my dream and simply???

Maybe you will spend all your time waiting for that second chance. But that second chance will never come to you. It never even wants to shufti at you. It just shuns you away and bids you forever goodbye because you’re not worthy to have it.

 

There’s always one reason to feel not good enough. Sometimes you thought that you have given the best in the world but the best is not even to be on par with good. I don’t know what I should do. Maybe I’m too blind to see what’s beautiful in this pitiless world until I give all the ugliness to people.

It’s hard at the end of the day. With no people aware of your existence. With no people give you the due recognition. With no people to receive you home. With no people know you have fallen. With no people know that you need a dying help.

Maybe some distraction will be good. Maybe some drugs or even sensational pains will give me beautiful release from this glorious troubles and everlasting insurmountable problems. Maybe all my memories and all my thoughts will seep from my veins and streaming out from my nostril. All the drain memories and troubles will make me empty and weightless and maybe - I’ll find some peace by then-free at last.

This straight line is consuming me totally. I’m so tired of this straight line that leads to nowhere. Everywhere I turn, there’s vulture and thief behind me. They won’t let me go through a day with a smile of contentment. They are bad to hurt me.

The storm will keep on twisting-blowing everything that I have in my life. The only calm that I have is the eye of the storm which signifies a moment of calm with more collateral damage coming.

Whenever they may be, whatever form they can be, I hope I just put my head and rest. Rest in the arms of an angel and fly away from here from this dark cold world and the endlessness that I fear. When they come, I don’t know where I will be. Maybe sleeping heavenly or maybe they will pull me from the wreckage. Then, I bid forever goodbye of my silent reverie. Silent reverie that will not ever come true. You’re in the arms of the angel, may you find some comfort here.

Note : I’m not talking about my love life.

I am just using different ways to discribe and reflect what I am trying to tell you all... ^_^ 

Teenage dreams in teenage circus...
Running around like a clown on purpose...
No giving up when you are young and you want some...
Running around again Runnn... 
Thanks Puan Sitha and all friends in this semester...

4th Entry by The Only One - Johnson - ^_^

PBL owh PBL

( Entry No : 4 )

PBL, PBL & PBL…

After the Hari Raya Aidilfitri break, I have entered a really challenging and chaotic period for all law’s students which known as PBL presentation weeks. Around week twelve, thirteen and fourteen, I have to face three PBL presentations which all of them need me to really study my case and all the relevant laws. Even worse, after being counted, I have actually seven presentations that need to be done along these tiring and challenging weeks. Oh my goodness, is it possible? I am also wondering about how I am going to make it…Although I thought that it is impossible, however, I manage to do it. How? I can’t answer it for now.

Previously, I thought that I will not manage to do all the presentations efficiently, but, after I faced all problems that came in front of me, I started to believe more in myself. I am really satisfied about my performance in all the presentations that I have done. For Malaysian Legal System presentation, my group manages to get top three for both video and life acting performance. I am really satisfied with that result since I worked so hard for it. Apart from that, my Constitution and Contract presentation also done by me in a great confidence. All my lectures for those subjects told me that I am confident, cool and manage to organize my points well. They thought that my arguments were beautifully done. I am very happy to hear that. But at the same time, I will not get to comfortable with the pleasant comments.

These good comments made me realize that, there are no impossible things in this world that cannot be done by us. What is the most important is to try, try and try. We must not give up and we must also believe in ourselves. The PBL presentation has actually taught me to become a better person in many things such as leaderships, time management and also advocacy. However, I must admit that, there are still a lot more loopholes that must be covered by me. I still have to work hard for my final exam…Being the best person in giving arguments doesn’t make me the best student. I must prove to myself that I am qualified enough to be a good and great lawyer.

The final exam which will come just in one week time would really change my life. Realize or not, after each exam, people around me will tend to look at me in just two ways. Whether to look high at me or to look down on me. I have undergone both. It is so hard to accept the fact that people look down on us. Therefore, I will try my best to make people look up on me and he most important thing, I want me, myself to look up upon me. Because, I believe I can fly…

With that I rest my case for this semester…Click

Mohamad Afiq Ammar Bin Tulos ( A 128281 )

Ouwhh PBL………

I’m here again with next entry for this blog. It is such a very hectic month for me this month to deal with the works that I have to do. After one assignment to assignment from all the subject that I learned I have to do and work on it. One of the assignment that must be completed and become as the trademark for the law students is the problem based learning or called as pbl. I have complete my pbl for three of my law subjects that are The Malaysian Legal System, Contract law and Constitutionalism in Malaysia. The pbl required me to do the job in a group that had been chosen by the lecturer. In pbl, I and my group have to do the presentation which is the court proceeding and written submission from the court proceeding. It really make me so tired and I have to stay at the library for hours to do the research and discuss with my group members. Sometimes the pbl session also clashed with other subject presentation. In this situation I have to really manage my time to do the pbl and the presentation in the same time. Luckily for me because I have a really understanding group members that know my station as same as their situation. For this kind of problems, my dad always advice me that it is for sake of our learning. The lecturers know what they ask the students to do and it is because to help the students to learn especially in the law subjects. I have make the things exiting for me so that I will not feel tired at all. As a conclusion, pbl is actually helps me a lot especially to understand in my law subjects. I also will not forget all those happy and exiting moment during my pbl session.

~kay

My ko-k my immortal……..=P

Hye there….. It’s me again on my next entry for this blog. Today I would to talk about one of our main activity as first year student in this university. Activity that influenced me a lot especially in my lifestyle. Co-curricular activities or popularly called as ko-k by the UKM students are the activities that compulsory for the first year student to join it for the first and second semester of studying here. It will be not complete if the activity is not being done by the students and they might be cannot be graduated. Whether the students willing or not to do their co-curricular activities they have to do it in order to get their degrees.
For me, I enjoyed with my co-curricular activity. I am not doing it just to complete the course but I am so interested and happy with the activity. I love to do martial art and admire silat so much. Luckily one of the co-curricular activities here is silat. I take the opportunity and join the silat group as my co-curricular activity.
Silat is a very interesting activity for me and moreover the schedule for silat practice are not too pack and suitable with my time for study. I have a nice instructor and colleague too that make me happy every time I go for the training. In silat, I am not just learning the martial art and the way how to protect my self when it in danger. I also had learned many other things. Silat teach us to be passion, calm and behave. Most of people think that if we learn martial art we will be an aggressive person and always love to fight even though it is only about a small matter. It is wrong actually, silat teach us to be more patient and be a calm person. It trained us to avoid from fighting when we face with problem with anyone.
Silat is actually teach us more towards how to protect our self or others if there are in danger. When I learned silat, I know how to be more discipline in my life. Doing all the right things and avoid from doing bad things. In silat also I’m always be remind to always be kind with my parents, siblings and people around me and try to avoid from making people made to me. For me, silat gives so much advantage in every aspect of my life. I hope that I will continue practice and learn silat as it can be a medium for me to be a better person……


~kay

Different, distance paths. =4th entry=

WE MIGHT BE DISTANCE APART,BUT NOT IN OUR HEARTS.

It’s a Monday, so why are the skies so gray?

I was happily painting your t-shirt bearing in mind that the reason for it was to reply what you made me on my last birthday. But all happy thoughts turned emotional when I had to write you something. It only took the first word for me to pour out. I stopped at “dear”. The rest of the time was spent staring at the piece of yellow paper I’ve nicely cut and decorated, my hands trembling while I wipe off what felt like icky salty tears that streamed down my cheeks. I don’t remember the last time I cried so massively except Rompin (the night you’ve been such a sweetheart for sticking by me, continuously advising and having my back right up till now)- but this, is a lot worse. So I cried in solitude thinking how life would turn out come Monday. I cried knowing that I wasn’t ready to let there be a missing piece in my life and let distance bring us apart. I’ve known you forever to let you go; we’ve known you forever to let this circle we built on such a strong foundation of friendship to lose one backbone.

It has always been easy, simple and sweet. One of us could be so down in a particular week and the following weekend we’d make a point to meet up and let everything out. Ask every single person in this little circle of mine, we’ve each had our down moments and most of the time everything would turn okay after seeing each other. Let there no be conversation, it’s the company that matters most. Goodbye is the hardest part when you’ve grown too attached. I hate how time flies too quickly. Sometimes I wish everything could just pause for me to take a deep breath. But I can’t do that, neither can you or anybody. If adulthood is about seeing people take a different road then I’d trade for childhood anytime.

So I sit here in silence not knowing where to move next. It’s going to be very different not having you around, with no one left for me to text every single effing day (trust me we’re good at this) and complain to and no one to frequently spend time with. Better still, nobody left for me to tag on facebook (yes I contribute to your 10000+ photos a lot okay). You play a great part in my life and I’m glad we’ve come this far so lets keep this friendship flowing till eternity. I’m very PROUD of you and I hope you know that; we all are in fact. You’re a strong girl.

To my lifelong support system Syida, this one’s for you. I LOVE YOU. I love you girls just the same; now lets take care of each other. :)

Till next June, am already counting down!

To Madam Sitha...

I have sent my 3rd entry last week, however it do no appear on the labels...i don't know how to put the label...however, it is there...i will try for a help from other members to put the label...sorry for the inconvenient...thank you...

learning experience from pbl...

Finally,Problem Based Learning(PBL) over.Does it denotes my hustle and bustle life comes to a halt??What I have obtained from PBL,??I keep asking myself, what is the output of PBL??Am I benefit from the process of PBL???Undeniably, PBL is really a tough task that have used up my time, even the process made me feel drained, but I really learnt from the process..

By going through PBL, I have learnt how to find cases from the hardcopy, before this,shamely to tell, I really don’t know how to find foreign’cases from hardcopy,I even not understand what the abbreviation in citation stands for?? However, right now ,this kinds of problem won’t happen ...

There were three subjects that carried out PBL, constitutional and contract law are carried out in the form of mooting.Meanwhile,Malaysia Legal System (MLS) was in the form of acting including shooting and also life acting.It was a new experience for me as I never act before this in front of others.It is a fabulous experience.On the other hand,Pbl of Mls emphasize a lot of teamworks in order to push the performances to the peak.Everyone has his role, it means who didn’t do his part will jeopardize the whole group’s performance.

Moreover, Pbl of constitutional law and contract law have drained me..Both of the subject required lots of understanding of concept in respective subject.It is really an agony if you do not have a steady understandings of concept .Yet, Pbl of these two subjects were in the mooting form, according to lectures,they said it is to boost up ours faith, and also an earlier exposure to the industrial .During the process of pbl, I have learnt how to deal with hypocrites.They are so lame of having ugly personality,self fish, backstab friends, miserly in sharing knowledges.How come the outputs of Malaysia education System become like this??

From the task of constitutional law,I have exposed to dissolution of State legislature,discreation power of Governor,is it the responsibility of chief minister to resign once the request of dissolution of State legislature has been rejected by Governor?Through the browsing of masterpieces of renowned judges,practicing lawyer,we know that Governor has to act in accordance to Chief Minister’s advice except in the affair of appointment of Chief Minister and also dissolution of State Legislature in which governor has the discretion power in making decision without adapting the advice of chief ministers.in the said two aspects .However,there is also do not exist any provision in the state constitution that chief minister has to resign once the request of dissolution of state legislature being rejected unless members of state legislature (ADUN) cast vote of no confidence in chief minister at assembly of State Legislature which is also constitution convensyen.


In addition,from Pbl of contract law, we have to contend on the issue whether advertisement is categorized as invitation to treat or offer?does the advertisement show an obvious willingness to bound with those who approach to them.??we have to ascertain our ground by showing a lot of cases. In a nutshell, I have gained a lot of priceless experience from Pbl.

Last but not least, I wish to show my gratitude to Pn.Sitha, as Pn.Sitha’s remarks on the fisrt day I admitted to faculty of law is still bearing in my mind.The remarks was like an injection of adrenalin that stimulate me to keep striving …I ‘m really appreciate it…Yet, I have to say thank you to Pn .sitha because she is really a considering teacher,she always think from students’aspect and act on students’ best interest.Thank you,Pn sitha.

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MLS-Marks...

MLS is not a very difficult subject.That is what i think before this.but now...That day PN.Roshida our mls lecturer said she marked our mls mid sem paper ready.I know that i will get low marks.i didnt do well durin the exam time.i didnt prepare well.i was busy with my college and my society activities.i know that i cant blame others but it is my mistake.
So,when the exam time,i just do wat i know.I know the question is easy.as it is similar with history and i am so good in history,i manage to answer with my kowledge..
Prof said that many peole fail in class.To pass the paper,i should get 7.5 over 15.i was wondering will i get 7.5.I went to meet her to get back my paper,but she was not there.
Malaysian Legal System-It is a paper that about legal system in malaysia.It is an interesting subject as we can learn about the courts,the judiciary system in our country.it is more to history.We can know the root of our present legal system by learning this subject.The prof also teach us nicely,it is sometime funny in class.i enjoyed the class but it is just i didnt do proper preparation about it
i will not repeat my mistake again..this mls midsem had teach me a lesson.i will do my best in my final exam..

PBL

HI.finally all my pbl finizh ready.During this pbl,really i am living as machine.Life was so miserable that time.I have sacrifices my snap and rest just for pbl..pity on me.
but eventough i feel life was so hard that time but i gain something from pbl.
PBl is problem based learning..that means we will learn about the silibus for our law subject via the problem given.For my contract law pbl,i am the counsel for plaintif.I was in charge for argue about the issue breach of contract.but i was almost wana give up when i found that that chapter is not in this semester and it is in next semester.some of my senior said that issue is not easy to bring up.i was so upset that time.luckily my 4th year senior who is quite cloze with me gave some guideline.i was huz took my contract law book and studied that chapter.i managed to get some point.
During Pbl,i was nervous.i know that i tend to talk fastly if i was nervous so i just read what i have jot down in a paper..AND my PBL was finished.
After my pbl,dr suzana and prof.sakina gave comment.she said the issue i brought up was correct but i am lack of cases and authorities to support..
Well.i have learned some lesson from it.I get to know about unity in a group when group members explain if i didnt get a clear picture about the problem given.
So,i think it is a nice experience to me although my marks will be low.But i will do better next time.
-teeba

Recall back My life In UKM

Now I want to reflect what i had did and get for the past 3 months. At first when I come in Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia, so many people ask me why want to choose this university as my choices and the reason why I choose law. My reason is I DO NOT KNOW! What a funny answer. May be because I want to study a more professional course? Or may b I want to challenge myself? In short, I am already inside UKM and taking the law course at Law Faculty, which is an isolated from other faculties.
What I have learnt within these few months? I have to start from my collage first. I stay at College Dato’ Onn. When I first step into my collage area, I really felt disappointed. I keep asking myself am I really need to stay here for the whole semester? The building is so old and dirty compare to others collages. But after three months times, I realized that our collage is the most convenient in UKM. This is because our collage near to Pusanika, Dataran Gemilang, stadium, Canselori and others important places. We can go anywhere just through walking within a few minutes only.
Then talk about my social life, I have make a lot of friends, my course mate and collage friends. Most of the friends are very kind and willing to help you when I am in trouble. But I found it some people very selfish. They just think for their own sake. They never think of others people feeling. They always keeping doing something to make sure they can get lecturer’s attention. Sometimes, I really felt pissed off with all these people. Where is their heart? How come they do not have feeling when they hurt their friends by saying something bad. I had met these circumstances for so many times already. At first, I really cannot let go and felt sad because of their attitude. But after the consultation from my senior, I felt better compare to last time. I realized that no one is perfect and this is what we called life. When I graduated, I have to face more and more this kind people. So, now is the time for me to adapt and be strong when facing all the problem.
In short, I have to become more hardworking in my study. So that, I wouldn’t let my parent felt disappointed. Besides that, I have to more independent and mature to handle the challenges in the future.

my 4th entry

For my E4L presentation, my group discussed about human trafficking in Malaysia. Before we started our research on that topic, I had very little knowledge about human trafficking not only in Malaysia but all around the world. My initial thought on human trafficking was for sexual exploitation, but during my research I found out that humans were trafficked for many reasons (we presented it already, will not go into details) and the victims were treated as if they were not even humans and it was very heartbreaking to see young children especially girls treated that way. It made me think why is human trafficking still a big issue even though every country seem to do their part in curbing this issue and i made my conclusion that it was all because corruption up from the world leaders to the officials in handling this problem. Didn't they think about the consequences of their action to the lives of the victims? The victims lives are spoiled by this dark period, giving no bright future to them anymore. Is this how we treat the children of the future? To be honest we can curb human trafficking, prostitution, corruption, and illegal immigrants by stop being ignorant and do your part as a member of the society. Please and thank you!

4th entry

Huh..Finally done the PBL!
PBL, PBL, PBL... This was the hottest topic and the main concern of law faculty students this few weeks. Most of us feel really stress when preparing for it, but finally, we had done the job! Yeah!

For the consti PBL last week, I feel really stress on it. When keep looking on the PBL question, as a senior counsel for appellant, I had no idea about it and don't know which issues should be raise up. Finally, I look my brother in law for help. He is a lawyer, but he is busy, so I never seek him for help. But, this time I feel really lost, therefore, I ask him for some guidance. After he given me a guideline for it, I feel much better, at least I get to know the direction and be able to determine the issues which related to the question. After some hard work, finally done the PBL. The question is all about contempt of court, so from PBL, I get to know more about the topic. However, our PBL group which known as 'all star group' (except me lah =P) really a bit different from others. Seldom meet for group discussion, sometimes it is good, but sometimes feel uncomfortable also, because lack of communication.

On the other hand, we have a few presentations this two weeks. One of them is ko-k class simulation. We need to present our project, which about the interview of outside PR department or organisation. We went to the Kajang Oriental Crystal two weeks ago, but there didn't have a specific PR department, so we done our interview with the manager of the hotel. When the presentation was near, we started to worry about it, because there are a bit confusing to do a report about the PR department there. After we discuss among the group and getting some advice from senior, we manage to done it.

From all the group assignments that I had done, I strongly feel that the group work is really important. Each member of the group should willing to work together and contribute to the group to make it successfully. If not, it will be worst like what I had experienced before, really terrible and cause the others group members feel tired and miserable too.

Today, I had done my contract PBL. I get my first experience as a judge and I feel really stress when preparing it, however, when this mooting session is going on, i feel interesting too. After all, now is the time to prepare for the exam. Gambateh!!!
:)

to Pn Sitha

THANKS TO YOU, PN SITHA FOR TEACHING US... TAKING THE OPPORTUNITY HERE TO WISH YOU HAPPY DEEPAVALI ;)

HAPPY eID despite this is only my 3rd entry, sorry Madam Sitha

My relatives seem to know what to do the minute they step foot in my grandparents’ compound; busying themselves in the kitchen, in the lawn while some of us choose to laze on the couch and flip through tv channels instead. Sometimes, I feel like a foreigner in my own kampong simply because I have the least bit experience of chopping vegetables, heating up stoves let alone cook anything. You know how we neglect these things when we’re in the city but I’m telling you if you have a kampong and I mean a real kampong, you can’t help but to feel useless for not being able to help around much. I guess it really is crucial to know these things as you grow up, to be able to pick up what is meant to be inherited, a life’s lesson a woman ought to know by heart, with no cook book in hand to guide. Fine, I’ll learn to love the kitchen once I’m in a steady relationship okay? For now let me enjoy hahaha! :)

But this raya was a little different though. I actually made kuih talam the traditional method from SCRATCH (thanks to my wan)! My dad must be so friggin proud to have her daughter make his favourite dessert for raya. Be absolutely jealous. :)



Awesome raya, period. Xx

The end ( Entry 4)

It is almost the end of the semester one. All the asignments,presntations have been settled. Through these asignmnent and presentations, I truly learn many things expecially about my personalities.After this semester, I strongly feel that I really do some improvement for the next semester.First of all, I hope that I will be a good emotional controller for the next semester and the rest of my life. In this semester, I seems easy get nervous and furious about the presentation and the asignment things. Sometimes, I will express or exposure my anger feelings towards the so call "innocent"because I cant control my emotion. In here, I want to say sorry to all my friends who have been hurted by me before.
Secondly, I want to become hardworking. In this semester , I truly feel that I am lazy! This is because the thinking "honeymoon year" has been incorporated in my mind . I should give up this undesirable thinking and should strive harder. I should always remember that my parents have been hard to bring me up and I should work more harder in the academic in order to pay back their effort.I do appreciate my parent very much and my siblings too!!!
Thirdly, try to be a good saver on term of daily expences.This I spend a handsome sum of money on many useless things . So, I must try to control myself and plan what should be purchase before shopping. Besides, I try to do not hang out too often since the cost of living in Selangor is quite high.
Last but not least, I hope that the god do bless my family members from any undesirable things. I also want to thank my friends who have assisted me a lot in this semester and sorry for my wrong conduct.

My life experience (4th entry)

Wuu....Finally I have completed all my Problem Based Learning(PBL) which irritated me already a few weeks.Some students in other faculties may do not what is PBL and purposes of having PBL.Actually, PBL is a project for us to apply our knowledge and the things that we learned. I felt I'm lucky to have a chance to wear the robe to have our PBL and tasted the feeling for becoming a "real" lawyer since I'm just a first year law student.

Before I have my PBL, there are a lot preparation works for me to do. The preparation works are like finding cases and authorities. Sometimes,this process would making me headache if there is no any authority to support the issue that I wish to voice out. This is because in order to win a case, we need to have a very strong authority to support our point and to convince the judges.If there is no any authority to support what we wish to say. Then this will depends the ability of our word twister which can convincing the judges to support us.

After finished my PBL, I felt that it is enjoyable when I'm giving my argument as a counsel.Although I felt nervous at the beginning,but at the end, I found it is fun and was an enjoyable experience for me.The moment I am standing to present,I have the feeling that I really representing my client to fight for justice and their rights in the court. This made me have a strong satisfaction for becoming a law student.Although before PBL we were busy in finding information and authorities, but I would think that it is worth for me because I get the experience that others may not get. From the PBL, I had learned a lot of court's etiquette and the proper behavior and etiquette of a lawyer inside the court including the way how to wish the judges.

Besides, I felt grateful because of having such a good team members in my PBL group. At the beginning, we are strange to each others and not much to talk and joke.But after that due to we having our discussion quite frequent(almost everyday),so that we have build up the spirit and have a good interaction among us. Cooperation and interaction among my team members have making our PBL a successful and now we were not strange to each other anymore.

After completed my PBL, I strong believe the substance of the phrase "sour first sweets come later".Although I faced difficulties in solving PBL,plus that the process may be irritated and we really need to put effort on it. But at the end of the day, I am really enjoyed it and get a such good experience. I will kept it as my principle and would not be easily despair because of difficulties.




By eugena ng
4th entry

Border of the life as a freeman and a prisoner

I just finished my Problem Base Learning ( PBL ) this morning. After the PBL, I went straight back to my room to have a nap as I had been staying through the night to finish the information that needed in the PBL. even the lecturers told us to go back and had some rest after the PBL. I felt like a freeman after the PBL. However, There is the coming exam which is just around the corner, waiting for us to face our fate.

Through the PBL, I learned a lot about law. I did not have the feeling that I was still so unfamilliar with the law anymore. I started to know how to apply the law, cases, act and others in the submission, essay or the assignment given by the lecturers. I learned how to recognise the fact of a case. I learned how to become a ' little ' lawyer. Althought I needed to work hard to study cases, find acts to be used in my PBL, but it was worth it. Because I learned a lot. However, I still need to learn how to twist the fact of the case to enable a losing case become a winning one. For now, I wanted my brain to think out of the box. I think, this is the only way for me to train myself to have a critical thinking in the future. I did not have the feeling of lost again. I felt that I was able to do it if I wished to.

The PBL help me to understand the chapter in the cylibus. I know which act to apply during which condition that occurred. It did help me a lot in my study. Although it was a tough job, preparing for the PBL, but overall, there was just benefits to be gain from the PBL. Therefore, I must say that I really really learn a lot through it.

Besides PBL, I also had my english presentation regarding to human trafficking. We were the last group to present. After doing the presentation and all hard work finding for the information regarding to the human trafficking, I realise that this issue is quite serious in Malaysia. However, the awareness for this problem is so low among us. Even, some of my friends asked me, what is human trafficking. This problem has grew since long ago. Until now, the awareness of this problem is so limit that they not even notice about it. Oh my God!!! I hope, through our presentation this morning, the awareness among ourselves regarding to the human trafficking can be increase.

I live as a freeman today after I finished all my presentations. But, starting from tomorrow onwards, I have to live as the life of a prisoner as I need to study for my exam. There is still a lot of things to be read and I haven't started anything. After a good rest for today, I will start to charge my way through the books tomorrow.

There goes my life as a freeman and there starts my life as a prisoner for the period of a month starting from tomorrow.

God Bless Me!!!


4th entry

Tanglung Celebration (pesta tanglung)

Wao,, fianlly i finsih my PBL presentation already,now only i got time to sit down and start doing my revision for final exam. i hope it wont be too late for me to start now.(but actually is quite late to start now and will make me rushing for it). ok, now i wanna skip this topic, let me reflect about something that make me happy and enjoy in my last post here for this semester.

at here, i wan to share about my experience in the pesta tanglung that held before. Tanglug celebration at Kolej Ibu Zain(KIZ) was held on 3rd of Oktober, which is last two weeks ago. from this celebration, i had learned many things. i learned how to tolerance with each other in completing one performance. in tanglung celebration of KIZ, i was participated in the sketch performance. at initial, i was forced to take part in sketch, from the begining dislike the group until the end love our sketch group so much. at the begining, we din familiar with each other well although we are from same college. i also felt unhappy with the pratice time that arranged by the group leader and senior. they set the time at night after 10pm and almost praticed 3 times in a week. the worst was we everytime need to pratice until 2 or 3am only can go back rest, sometime even at 4am. although everytime i felt tired with it, but later i wont felt it anymore. because i realise that can work and pratice in one group oso nice. although sometime we will scolding each other and also blame each other, but from their scolding and blame, only i realise my fault and stubborn because don wan listen to other opinion.

i always claimed that it such a wasting time for me coz i can use those preciouse time to study and do revision. but, after reproach by one senior, only i know that i was so selfish with those thinking. coz at there doesnt me alone who was no time to study or homework, they all also faced the problem tat i will faced, but they din grumble for it, just me this small character always grumble about it. especially to our group leader, he was so busy that everyday besides pratice sketch, he also need to go meeting for the pesta tanglung and also incharge to contact all of us to come pratice in time, but he din complain a word about it also. sometime, he even apologise to me coz make me cant study because everyday wan us come out for pratice. after hearing it, i felt such a shame in front him. he was so mighty that can sacrifice his time to do this type of stuff. after that incident, i never grumble for a word, because i know that still got many people outside there sacrifice many of their time juz to give the well performance on the tanglung celebration. and as a member of KIZ, what i can do is to give my full support to them. from that day onwards, i give all my time and inclination in the sketch pratice, and try to give out creative ideas for them to make the sketch more perfect. i know that teamworks is important to make an activity become success and also give my co-operation to them so that the activity can run smoothly.although they wan me to be a clown in front the stage i also accept it, because all of us juz have one same aim now, which is success the celebration on that day. we just hope that audience can enjoy our performance and thus make sure our tanglung celebration this year can be hold successfully.

after 2 months of pratice, we finally prove that our sacrifice is worth, coz our tanglung celebration was success to attract many people come for visit compare to other kolej which hire people outside to entertain the circumstance. this show that we have more strength if compare to them. i was so happy on that day, although my performance was just a while only on the stage, but when u hear people down there clap for you, you will be gratified for u have done before. just like wat they say, prepare so much behind it juz for the few second in front of stage. with the successful celebration on that day, this means that our great efforts on those day was not wasted. it is worth for me.

from the tanglung celebration, i had learned many things that cant be learn from books. i had learned how to look at the circumstance or situation from both side, which not too aggressive or passive. we also need to watch from others, not just with your own starting point. we must care for other feel also. besides that, teamworks,, is the key to success an event, without teamwork, we cant do anything because like all of us know, nobody can live alone in an island. we need other help and support to be success. so,,please,, always care for others.

from: chew yah jee , set 5
4th entry

You think only you alone need to study and I do not need to??? YOu think I am damn free to go round and find photostat shop??? And by the time I finish doing job for sleeping partner in the group, the shop also close already and there goes my day!!!!!!!!!! All you know is..say SORRY..WHAT IS THE POINT?? FED UP OF PEOPLE KEEP TELLING ME THAT AND STILL I NEED TO FINISH UP THAT DIRTY WORK FOR THEM AND THEY GOT MARKS FOR DOING NOTHING!!!!!!!!!

Other than law books....

There are many things that I can’t be learning from text books..that is why learning is a lifelong process-not only in class but even when we hang out with our friends, we can learn something from them. However, each and everyone of us must be able to distinguish what is good and what is bad for us. Unfortunately, not many of us are able to do that-not myself either. To speak the truth, I really find it is so much easier to be a bad person than a good person and I am sure most of you would agree with me on this.

For me, one of the most significant experiences that I have learn this semester which cannot be found in textbook was not to take a person for granted. Previously, I have been taking someone for granted without realizing it. I am pretty sure that we have heard of the phrase, “Never do unto others what you don’t want people to do unto you or treat others as how you want others to treat you”. It didn’t struck me until I experienced this recently.

In my case, people take me for granted when I am the leader of the group by coming to the meeting an hour late and etc etc. HOWEVER, I also took my group leader for granted in another project because he is so kind. This shows that I am a selfish person although I just refuse to believe it at times. Sometimes I just tend to complain about other people especially about the misery that he or she has brought into my life without realizing that I have done the same thing to others also.
This is my first time working together in groups with different people for different projects. It’s not easy BUT it’s so easy to take people for granted and I just want to apologize to those whom I have taken for granted. I am really sorry. Sometimes when people do simple thing like helping me to find cases or listen to me when I complain, I simply take them for granted and didn’t even thank them for their time!! This makes me feel so bad now that I reflect back on my actions these few weeks.
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Although I can never promise that I will not take a person for granted again, I really hope that I will continue to improve myself to be a better person. Besides, I also hope that I will be arrogant eventhough I am law student. It’s easy to hope…Nonetheless, I hope that I can put my words into actions..
That’s all from me.

In Love with Constitution???

Pn Sitha, this is my fourth entry..

Being a law student for a few weeks has made my life fun and miserable at the same time. I feel miserable because all I can think of everyday is piles of work waiting for me to finish it while on the other hand; I still enjoy being a law student because I learn a lot during these few weeks.

True..as Pn Sitha mentioned in the class, I can’t be learning nothing for these past few weeks. For me, the most significant experience is … after attending Constitution lectures and tutorials, not forgetting the scolding that we get for every tutorials because we didn’t prepare or rather we did prepare but then not as much as what she expected from us, I still love Constitution. This is because there is no specific book for you to read and the concept of Constitution is too wide-unlike Contract law or Malaysia Legal System whereby it’s quite specific. At first, I don’t deny that I really hate Constitution because I can’t understand what Dr Norlia teach… Whatever she teaches usually can’t be found in the books I refer to because I am reading basic Constitution book while she is reading a deeper level of books on Constitution. Subsequently, I realize that Constitution is really fun.

Let me elaborate further. The main reference that we must refer to is Federal Constitution. I have always thought that there are no flaws in the Federal Constitution until recently. For example, there is no specific article in the Federal Constitution which states about actions or words that can be considered as contempt of court. Besides, in recent PBL moot for Constitution, I was trying to prove that non citizens also can sue the Sultan as Art 182(2) of the Constitution did not state clearly whether citizen only can sue the Sultan or non citizen can sue the Sultan as well. It’s all depends on how we interpret the article in the Federal Constitution and how we argue in the court- then we leave the rest to the judge to decide.

Having learned that, I now realise that constitution is pretty much playing around with words. For example, the word “persons” include citizens and non citizens however the word “citizens” only involve the citizens in that particular country. Every word that we utter means a lot. Most importantly, I have learned that as a law student, I ought to be careful with my words. As much as I hate constitution at first, I realised that this skill that Dr Norlia has taught me during tutorial is essential to me especially as a first year student. I’m certain that this skill would definitely be useful in future when I have to do mooting or client counselling.

I really start to love Constitution now and I hope that I will do well in my exam for Constitution also. ;)

Inspiring life at faculty of law..

In a split second, final exam for this semester is just around the corner, it denotes that i have been at faculty of law for about 8-9 weeks,the time passing without any hesitation,it is cruel,it passed without repose any symphty to anyone. It's cruelty has inspired me for the first time the meaning of the idiom which sounds"time and tide wait for no men", for first time,i sense the underlying feeling of repentance of this idiom.

Glance back the weeks studied at law faculty, i have been leading a quite struggle life, i have to cover so many chapters that i have missed out before admitting to law faculty.It is still fresh and vivid that i have to cope with the mid-sem test within the time less than 2 weeks after my lecturers told me with a cold tone"you have to cover what you have missed out".Oohhhh...it was a torture to me...What can i expect for my mid-sem test result..?It is so gloomy everytime thinks about that..Frank to tell,i really dislike such feeling..it frustrates me,collapses my confidence,as i never have such frustrated feeling before this...i disgust there is no momemtum in my life,i want my life keep pacing everydays..

Yet,it is still flashing in my mind ,even untill now, the flout expressions that showed by some of my 'so called' coursemates at the outset i being at law faculty,i still remember that there was a ego fellow approached me and asked me a vulgar question"why you change to fuu,is it yours results not qualify to pursue law" when i was third day being at law faculty, my mind went blank,i was so shocked with the stupid question that came out from a neat apperance dude.I'm wondering from which aspect that makes them reckon that they are eligible to show me those ego expressions..I never said i am good, i managed to transfer faculty not because i'm not qualify ,it is because i never apply for law course at all during UPU application. Sorry at being boost to say, with my results i'm sure i'm able to admit UKM law faculty if i put it in my choice and that is why i'm able to transfer in the early of semester.But i have to admit that i'm onli a machine that trained to sit for examinations,i do not know any soft skills,which makes me feel i'm really like a machine..what a blue...however,by pursuing the law course,i find out i have learnt something priceless which is the technique to conduct a good presentation.i appreciate it..On the other hands,i'm still feel gloom with their incourtesy.. They think they are noble,situating higher class in comparison with others just because they pursue law course.That is why there is so many lecturers complained the attitude that harboured by them.What a lame..egoist..

I have to admit their attitude in dealing with me was a blow to me ,just at the outset.However, after a sensible consideration, i promise to myself i will show my actual value to them and tell the idiots,they are engrossing in their own world,please stop underrating others in order to striking themselves.

By the way,i gained priceless experience, i learnt how to get along with fellow that having ugly personality, and the conclusion i obtain is that it is better always practice 'speech is silver,silence is golden' as the belief in the life,because there will be so many version of interpretation on yours remark pop out .Besides, from the learning process, i learnt how to promote myself, how to carry out presentation without fear, and i think i have overcame phobia of stage,maybe it still cannt say that it has been overcame and maybe it is more suitable to say that it has been assuaged.

In conclude, the life at faculty of law inspiring me the significance of courtesy in dealing with others,the importance to control temper,as it was my drawaback that i used to throw my tantrum to my close friends,and also my family.I'm really sorry that i have hurt them inadvertently especially my lovely mum.My mum's supports is always my motive to pace forward.

3rd Entry

Especially from the bottom of a dramatist heart...

"What, you are still able to think about your Contract & Consti when the MLS PBL is just around the corner? You know that I didn't sleep the whole night editing and finding idea for your acting!! I didn't ask you more, at least show some appreciation by practicing well. You come late and then you play around and suddenly, you want to go to the other meeting eventhough you realize that you are still having a business here? Okay, I am not going to care anymore. It is up to you. I work day and night to ensure this thing works well, but you simply do not appreciate it. Therefore it is okay. If you are so busy with your own work as if I am not, you set up the time for your practice by yourself. After that only, you call me and I will come. I will not wasting more of my credits. Good bye!..."

This is actually a quotation of mine during my group's practice for the MLS PBL. To be honest, I do not prefer to scold or to mad at anybody. I realize that all of us has grown up and can take care of the responsibilities. But, I am just to stress with the situation at that time which I have to think bout many other things. Especially, when it comes to my experties which is perfoerming arts, I want to ensure that my groups will present not the best performance of the day but the best performance that we can do. I believe all my groupmates have the capabilities to give their best shots. However, during the presentation, there are a lot of things that we planned didn't turn out well. Our presentation become just okay and for me, there are nothing to be proud of. When I go back, I tried to refresh my mind and think of why each time, when it comes to acting, I can't give and train my fellow friends to act well. I have tried to teach my friends singing, dancing and drawing. It turns up well. But, when it comes to acting, I failed. maybe I am not that good in acting but, for god sake I am also not good in drawing and dancing, somehow I can make it. Or may be I am too ego and do not want to give spaces for others to contributes their own ideas or creativities? I, myelf can't answer this. Maybe yes, maybe no.

Now, one thing that I am really sure, I am going to pull back a little bit of my ego. Maybe, because I knew that I am talented in performing arts. That is why, when any assignment involving this area, I will take control of everything. Yes, I mean everything, from script to camera and from props to location. Because I realize, I am not that good in giving motivation to my group mates. What can I see is that, they are working under me with a great tension and not enjoying the situation. Sometimes, I am wondering why other groups can work in such a tension situation but still they can smile and loughing to each other. Huh...

Therefore, after this, I am trying to promise myself that I will not be a leader for any acting projects anymore, in order to see and feel what is the feelings of my team mates when I am scolding they before. I believe if I knew their feelings and their needs, I will be a better leader in the future, and I will be able to direct even better acting. World, please beware because this dramatist will awake soon...Haha..hopefully...

So sorry for the late submission...
Performing artist : Mohamad Afiq Ammar Bin Tulos ( A1282821 )

Moot

My Consti moot is over today and I feel so relief..it's my first time going for a moot and I guess I feel nervous... However I don't really feel nervous when I present my points ..but the lecturer said I did show my nervousness when i talk but good thing I managed to control it. Whatever la....It's over and I want to concentrate on other subjects now.... You know , the consti is really killing me because the case given to us actually side the respondent more and I really don't know how to argue on behalf of the appellant. I did ask another lecturer for opinion and he told me how to argue on my points but today, the consti lecturer said I shouldn't have argued on that. What am I suppose to do?

The thing I regretted the most is the part where I actually helped my junior counsel to prepare his arguments because he is so LAZYYYYYYY........and the consti lecturer actually said he performed better than me!!!!!! OMG!!!! He actually stole my idea!!!!!! I really feel so down and I shared this with my mentor. She told me that this is a lesson to learn..I should not have help that guy...All my group members actually scolded that guy for not appreciating me. I am speechless...... I really don't know how to respond..but as a group leader, my mentor said I should write the truth in the report because my junior counsel is always late for meeting around an hour or an hour plus. I really dislike him ...and I am so glad that my mentor said she won't be putting me together with him in the same group anymore in the future ;) Sometimes I just can't understand him..can't he just go and buy a comb? Maybe I should have ask FUU students to donate money and buy a comb for him. FOREVER LOOKING SO UNTIDY.... and yet lecturer praise him after the moot.... leaving the rest of us SPEECHLESS... Maybe this thing can only happen in law faculty I guess. He thinks that my handphone credit won't run out of money one..I have to call him a few times before he actually pick up the call and answer it. HUH!!!!! IRRESPONSIBLE GUY!!! I will definitely not help him for contract moot. Consti moot really teach me a lesson to learn...

Besides that, I just don't understand why a person can't sue a Sultan...huh..the Consti lecturer actually did say that we should not speak the truth but speak our own truth...We should convince the judge to believe in our "truth". Before I proceed, I must say that life as a law student is really WONDERFUL...Only law students can do all these... Injustice can be rationalize... Fake statement can turn into truth.. Truth can turn into something else..DEFINITION OF TRUTH PLEASE....WHAT IS TRUTH? TRUTH IS SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN CONVINCE THE JUDGE OF.. Who decides whether there will be justice or not? Judges... Who is judges??? Mere man...I really feel so stupid after I go out from the room because all these while we have been thinking so straight. So what if the Sultan hit my client? Can he be sue in his personal capacity? How can you prove that he was actually acting in his own personal capacity?

I just don't know how to argue ... Feeling so blur with this PBL still... Moreso, I learn today that the most important skill of a lawyer is to speak your "truth",not the "truth". Indeed, these two words has different meanings! I guess only first year students are being so innocent- so called try to fight for justice but the truth is there is no justice in this world...YIPPIE...CONGRATS TO ME!! JUSTICE??? PEOPLE ARE LAUGHING AT ME..... EVEN I MYSELF AM LAUGHING AT MYSELF...

Conclusion, FUU students and lecturers really do wonders .....until makes me wonder at times....

This past few weeks have been the busiest time ever, with having to preare for pbl, and presentation for hubungan etnik, IT, and the upcoming presentation for english for law and finally preparation for the final exam. When i first got all this work, i was so stressed up, scared and did not have any idea on what im supposed to do. I was just lost.. (and im sure many felt this way). It was not like school anymore, we had to prepare everything on our own. I was dissoriented, had less sleep day by day, and i started to ask myself whether i took the right choice. But slowly, i learned to manage my time even beeter, i prioratized my work, and learned alot more. Now that two presentation are over and MLS pbl is also done, i feel so happy and satisfied with myself. I managed to do this things after all. Now im just waiting to feel the same happiness and satisfaction again.. And also really hoping that all the hard work that me and my friends have gone through will be paid off when we get our result.

3rd Entry...

The past 2 week has been the worst and the same time the best for me.Reason???This is on that week there was so many thing that i need to do.There is 2 presentation that i need to do,1 for IT and 1 for my hubungan etnik course.Not to mention the draft that we need to prepare for English For Law.Plus preparation for my pbl..With so many things to do on the time where its still in Ramadhan,i feel soooo tired and sometimes i question myself, am i making the right choice by becoming a law student??a question yet to be answered..
However, getting the presentation done before hari raya break is actually a good thing because in that way, i can be more relax and enjoy my hari raya more.Plus, i can concentrate more on my pbl after raya break.Thats the good part of it.
Returning to ukm after my raya break is very heartbreaking for me because i'm still in my raya mood.Spending only 1 week with my family,grandparents,cousin and my relatives, for me it still not enough.After 1 fun week, a switch back to a student life make me feel so sad and feel i by returning to ukm i will miss all the fun of Syawal month.To make things worse, on the day i return to ukm, my college is still empty,even the monkey not there..The sudden feeling of loneliness make me feels like crying.But that is the price to pay to become successful in life.

That's all from me.Selamat Hari Raya.