Challenges =='' Impatiently Taking The Giant Leap ^_^

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time...

-[Jordin Sparks - One Step At A Time]-
This song plays in my mind non-stop lately...

Sometimes, I wonder am I a dreamer that living in a fantasy land?!? ==''
Honestly, I’m a big dreamer until reluctant to come back to earth. I have to come back to earth and take things one step at a time...

Sometimes, we want something so much until we do everything to have that something. Sometimes, we doubt ourselves in the process of wanting that something. Everything we do has to be based on conscience. I believe the conscience is always right. The conscience makes me believe that everything I do is correct.

Sometimes, I do doubt myself on what I believe in. Sometimes, I believe something which is unrealistic. Sometimes, I see the things that too far until I overlook where am I now. They can say whatever they want to say. It might shake me but I will not allow anyone to succeed. I believe what I’m doing and I’ve got heaps of faith to lead me to the promised dream.

This few weeks, there is a busy time. =='' I gonna to do assignments, presentations and preparations for Problem Based Learning(PBL). Eventhough it is hard and stressful in this process, but really learn a lot of things from group members and friends. I enjoy the process of learning at FUU and it is a new starting point for my life...
I enjoy the life of dreaming in study too...

Recently, I have an idea to take one step at a time and the step will be a giant leap...Haha...You may label me as the impatient person. However, I’m not a doomster but I see life is very short. We have to live the day to the fullest as if tomorrow never comes. I believe if you had that thought, you would be motivated because you tend to finish whatever missions faster but yet meticulously since that day was the only day you live – I believe you would make a grand finale for your life. Apart from that, you would cherish the people around you more since you know today is the last day you seeing them.

I have no idea what I’m trying to say here. My friends told me to take things slowly, I really can’t. I’m just like a steamed train with the maximum momentum which is ready to go...

I have the good old faith. I know God won’t forsake me. Actually, I did make a pact with Him. When I reach there, I will fulfill my promise to Him. I know God thing is something very sensitive to others. I don’t know. Maybe I’m not religious enough and religiously confused – I assume God like a big good God Bro up there. Please don’t punish me for saying this.

There is a sorrow period for me...
I just lost my lovely uncle last week and it happened suddenly and unexpectedly. I do need some time to calm down myself...
I will always miss you and hope you rest in peace, my lovely uncle...



3rd Entry by The Only One - Johnson - ^_^