lost at here......

hihi^^

When u guys saw my title above, i think you alls will roughly know what i want to share already. Yup, like most of them also, i lost myself in fuu. Already one month i study at fuu, ukm here, i found out that i still cant get into d right trains. Firstly, when in lecture, most of the subject that taught by the lecturer, i cant absorb it. I was sitting at there and stare to the lecturer with my mind which is blank. I was so blur with what they taught in front there. Cant understand it!! When the lecture point out question to all of us, i was so scare tat my name will be called up by them, because i sure cant answer the questions. Did'nt like the asasi students, can answer most of the questions.

During tutorial class, it will be worst. It seem like in debate. For me, who cant speak english fluently and timid, dont have the chance to speak also. I juz sat at one corner there n listen to them only. I don wan to be like that, i wan be brave oso, but the problem is, now i still blur with those subject, i don hv any points and ideas to say out oso. Felt stress when people around me can give out the good answers, i wonder why i cant be like them oso, dare to give out their own ideas.

One month flied so fast, still got another two more weeks then v will having our mid sem test. But now, it seem like i hvnt prepare for it at all, i still cant catch up d topic, and felt lost in all the acts and cases. Arrhhh, anybody there can help me?? i know, no one can help me, except myself. It is depends on me whether wan to continue walk at this tough n torturous 'road' onot, i choose to walk it, hope i won regret with wat i had chosen.

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